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  The thought made her shudder. She drew in a deep breath. Not only had her little one survived the first trimester, he or she had made it through this bout of food poisoning. This was a tenacious little being.

  The words meant to be skipped through her head.

  She would tell her parents.

  Sometime soon...

  As soon as she figured out how to explain.

  They would ask about the father. That was the tricky part. What should she say? That his name was Nick and he was tall, gorgeous, and he’d swept her off her feet?

  She’d met him at this very hospital the evening her nephew Victor had landed in this very emergency room that fateful evening three months earlier.

  Nick. Nick who? Nick of the sultry brown eyes and the secret tattoos. Nick, who had been kind and generous in body and spirit and comfort. He’d been at the hospital that day interviewing for a job, which he hadn’t taken or hadn’t been offered. For whatever reason, he didn’t work there now. Personnel wouldn’t tell her why. They offered no help finding him. Of course, she hadn’t told them she was pregnant. Not that it would’ve done any good. The woman with the horn-rimmed glasses had been so tight-lipped she might as well have been head of security at the Pentagon. She wasn’t giving anything away. Oh, sure, she’d taken Becca’s number and offered to pass it along. But Nick hadn’t called.

  Big surprise. They’d spent one night together. A night when her emotions had been raw. It was crazy because, judging by outward appearances—those tattoos, the motorcycle and that dark, penetrating gaze—he wasn’t her type at all.

  And what exactly was her type? It had been so long since she’d been on a date that she couldn’t really remember. Working at the Macintyre Foundation, she’d been so busy that she didn’t have time for much of a social life. But that night with Nick, something intense and foreign had flared inside her. It hadn’t mattered that he wasn’t her type or that she didn’t even really know the guy. She’d been inexplicably drawn to him, and in the midst of the rush, type hadn’t even factored into the equation.

  Of course, explaining this to her family would go over like a turd in the punch bowl. She was the good girl. She didn’t do things like that. Especially not after her sister, Rosanna, had gotten pregnant in high school. Nope. Rosanna had been the bad example, the cautionary tale about why you didn’t sleep with men who didn’t love you.

  Becca’s hand found her stomach again. If she’d stayed at the hospital the night of Victor’s accident, life would be drastically different right now.

  “Do you want to talk about it?” Kate asked.

  She shrugged. “I do, but not here.”

  “Of course.” Kate sat forward on her chair. “There’s no privacy here. And you’re probably not up to it right now. But, Becs, I’m here for you. Okay?”

  Kate reached out and squeezed Becca’s hand.

  “Whatever you need,” she added.

  Becca forced a smile. She recalled how her mother used to tell her it took more muscles to frown than it did to smile. At the moment, nothing could have felt further from the truth.

  “Thank you, Kate. You’ve already done so much for me today.”

  And she had. Kate had spent the afternoon in the emergency room with her. By now, Kate’s family would be home. Her husband, Liam Thayer, was head of Celebration Memorial pediatrics. He was one of the bigwigs at the hospital. Becca had thought about asking him to do a little sleuthing on her behalf to help her locate Nick.

  Now that Kate knew, maybe she would. She’d be asking Liam to break the rules. And of course, she’d have to offer a pretty darned good explanation as to why she wanted personal info about a doctor who had interviewed at the hospital three months ago. That would mean she’d have to admit to Liam she’d slept with a man without even knowing his last name.

  Other than pride, she couldn’t think of a good reason not to ask Liam to help her get an address or phone number, something more to go on than simply Nick, the hot doctor from San Antonio.

  He was the father of her baby. He deserved to know.

  But she and Kate would have that conversation another time. She couldn’t chance someone who worked in the ER overhearing them plotting to infiltrate hospital human resources.

  Right now, her throat and lips were too dry to talk, and she was utterly exhausted. It took all the energy she possessed to place another ice chip in her mouth and close her eyes.

  She wasn’t sure how long she’d been lying there drifting in and out of light sleep, dreams merging with the sounds in the ER; dreams of the night of Victor’s accident when her sister had been crazed with worry and had taken it out on Becca. She dreamed of Rosanna screaming at her, telling her to get out. Blaming her for what happened. And then the dream morphed into meeting Nick, making love to Nick...

  That’s why she wasn’t sure if she was dreaming or if she really had sensed him standing there. But when she opened her eyes at the sound of someone pulling open the curtain surrounding her bed, Nick was standing there.

  “Hi, Ms. Flannigan. I’m Dr. Ciotti.” He was looking down at the tablet in his hands, not at her.

  It was him. All tall six-foot-something of him. Slightly longish brown hair. The lab coat and green scrubs didn’t hide the mile-wide shoulders, but they covered up the tattoos on his biceps.

  God, those tattoos. One of them, a single word—Latin, she thought, but she wasn’t sure. The other was an ornate Celtic cross, which she found fascinating—especially now, because based on his last name, Ciotti, Nick Ciotti—his background might be Italian.

  She’d memorized those tattoos. Just as she’d memorized the feel of the long, lean muscled planes of that body. Despite her weakened state, recalling these details had her feeling the same brand of hot and bothered she’d felt that night, the night they’d first met.

  And now he was standing in front of her. As if she’d conjured him.

  Becca blinked. What was he doing here? When she’d tried to find him, the people in the human resources department had sworn there was not a doctor with the first name of Nick employed at Celebration Memorial.

  Maybe he was some dark angel who’d been sentenced to serve purgatory in emergency rooms... Okay, she wasn’t so out of it that she didn’t realize how delusional that sounded. Or that she probably had never looked worse. Maybe he wouldn’t recognize her.

  And that would be preferable?

  Maybe.

  “I’ve just come on duty after a shift change, and I wanted to look in on you before signing your release papers.”

  Had she conjured him? Or maybe she was hallucinating?

  “How are you feeling?” he asked as he keyed something into the tablet, still not looking up. “I understand you’re pregnant. Are you feeling strong enough to go home?”

  She didn’t quite know what to say. Especially since her entire body had gone numb at the sight of him.

  When he finally looked up, their gazes met. His upright professionalism gave way to recognition. Recognition morphed into something that resembled utter shock. But it took only a couple of beats for him to compose himself. Becca could see the virtual wall go up around him.

  “Hello,” he said. “It’s, uh—it’s nice to see you again.”

  His words were clipped and matter-of-fact. There was no trace of the sex god who had zapped her of all common sense and discretion that night.

  “It’s been a while, hasn’t it?” She tried to keep her voice light. It wasn’t an easy task, lying there on a gurney in a hospital gown, with parched lips and a dry mouth. How many times had she imagined running into him at a park or in a restaurant—in her imagination he was always dining solo, of course, waiting for her and overjoyed by the reunion. But the one scenario she’d never imagined was running into him as a patient in the emergency room, looking as she felt right now.
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  God, just kill me now.

  She instantly regretted the figurative words. Her hand automatically moved to her belly in a protective stance.

  She took a deep breath and reframed. This wasn’t the time for vanity. So what if her hair was a mess and her makeup had washed away hours ago? No matter what she looked like right now, she had important matters to discuss with him.

  “How long has it been?” he asked. His shock and surprise had settled into a professional half smile that put miles of space between them. The expression established that they were acquaintances. That he was the doctor and she was the patient, and doctors didn’t sleep with their patients.

  But until now, she hadn’t been his patient. He had only helped her out by answering questions about her nephew’s condition. Medical terms she hadn’t understood and he’d explained to her.

  “It’s been three months,” Becca offered. “Twelve weeks, almost exactly to the date.”

  Dr. Nick Ciotti glanced down again at the tablet in his hands. He scrolled with his fingertip. “Yes. So, it’s been...three months.”

  She could see him doing the math in his head.

  Nick turned to the nurse, whom Becca had just noticed, and Kate. “Would you give me a moment with Ms. Flannigan, please?”

  Ms. Flannigan? What?

  As if she didn’t feel unattractive enough, now he was making her feel like the mean woman who ran the orphanage in Annie. Wait, no, that was Miss Hannigan. Still, no one called her Ms. Flannigan. Especially not the hot guy who’d gotten her pregnant.

  The nurse cast him a look.

  “It will be fine, Sally. Becca and I are old friends. We need to catch up.”

  Old friends? She forced herself to not look at Kate. If she looked at Kate, she was sure Sally would be able to see everything in the glance they’d exchange.

  Nick met Becca’s eyes again. “I’m sure your friend won’t mind giving us a moment, will she?”

  Becca opened her mouth to answer. However, suddenly, she didn’t want Kate to leave.

  But she and Nick needed to talk. The thought of being alone with him knocked the wind out of her.

  “Becca?” Kate asked. “Is that okay?”

  What was she supposed to say? No? Don’t leave me?

  God, she was so unprepared for this. Then again, it seemed as if she’d been unprepared for everything these past three months.

  Just another day in her life. Only this one included the father of her child. The thought sent her free-falling.

  She nodded. “It’s fine.”

  Sally looked dubious, but she motioned for Kate to follow her. “Are you sure you’re okay?” Kate asked.

  “I’m fine,” Becca repeated.

  “We shouldn’t be long,” Nick said, his gaze trained on the tablet in his hands.

  Kate cast an uncertain glance at Nick, but she followed Sally out into the emergency room. Once they’d cleared the curtain, an awkward silence stretched between Nick and Becca.

  Nick lowered his voice. “It’s good to see you again.”

  “Quite a surprise,” she said. “I didn’t realize you’d taken the job.”

  “I didn’t at first,” he said. “But we finally came to a meeting of the minds. So, is there something we need to talk about?”

  * * *

  “Yes, we have quite a bit to talk about,” Becca said. As Nick watched her lips move, he tried to process what was happening.

  Becca Flannigan looked like the girl next door with her silky brown hair and piercing blue eyes with golden flecks and a navy circle around the iris. They were the kind of eyes that tempted a guy to stare a little too long. That’s what had happened the night he’d met her, when her sister had been screaming at her, telling her to leave the hospital, blaming Becca for her son’s accident, even though the kid had admitted he’d been drag racing. As he was on his way out after interviewing for the ER job, he’d witnessed Becca trying to ask a question about her nephew’s condition, and then he’d watched the boy’s mother tear into her. He probably shouldn’t have—he should’ve left well enough alone and gone back to his hotel—but as Becca had been walking away, he’d called her back and answered her question.

  She’d looked so fragile that night, some protective instinct had sprung to life. He’d wanted to help her, set her mind at ease.

  Even now she stirred that same visceral reaction that had previously attracted Nick. And when he’d walked into Bentleys across from the hospital to get some dinner before going back to his hotel and saw her sitting there, she’d been a ray of sunshine on his gray horizon of plans.

  And he realized Becca had been talking, but he hadn’t heard a single word she’d said—except for pregnant and yes, we absolutely need to talk.

  In the span of five minutes his entire world had upended. He couldn’t be a father. Well, yeah, he could be, but they’d used a condom. How had this happened?

  He raked a hand through his hair as unsavory words galloped through his mind. What if this wasn’t his baby? What proof did he have other than one night with her around the time of conception? How well did he know this woman? He didn’t, beyond the fact that he’d been mesmerized by her that lone night three months ago.

  He set his jaw to ensure his thoughts didn’t become words and escape into the ether.

  Instead, he said, “Would you like to tell me how this happened?”

  Becca frowned at him as if he was an idiot, and he realized how that must’ve sounded. Idiotic.

  “Never mind,” he amended. “I’m—”

  Something clattered on the other side of the curtains—a dropped supply tray, maybe, or something else metallic and noisy. Somewhere in the distance, a child cried, “I want my mommy.” He could hear one of the nurses in the adjacent area conversing with a patient as if she were standing next to him talking in his ear.

  Suddenly, everything seemed amplified. They couldn’t talk about this here. Nick trained his eyes on the patient chart tablet for a long moment, trying to gather his thoughts—looking for something, anything, that might right this rapidly sinking ship. Her emergency contact was her friend Kate, or at least he assumed it was Kate. Kate Thayer, the chart read, friend. No husband or boyfriend or significant other. Becca had named her parents as next of kin. Which completely eliminated the possibility that she’d gotten married since the last time—the only time—he’d seen her. But wait—he scrolled back up to the top of her chart to check. Yes, marital status was listed as single.

  He looked back at Becca.

  She was the last person he’d dreamed he’d run into today.

  He’d wanted to see her again. In fact, he’d thought about her often since that night. When he’d finally accepted the job, he’d planned on trying to look her up. How many Beccas could there be in Celebration, Texas? But he hadn’t had much spare time lately. Between wrapping up his job in San Antonio and moving to Celebration, he’d been slammed. He’d been in town only five days. His possessions were still in boxes stacked inside his apartment because he’d hit the ground running since moving.

  And here they were. Reunited.

  And she was three months pregnant. He didn’t need a calculator to do that math.

  “When did you get back into town?” she asked.

  Her question answered something that had been lurking in the back of his mind. Had she come here looking for him?

  Of course she hadn’t. It said right on her chart that food poisoning had brought her into the emergency room.

  Then another question elbowed its way into the forefront of his mind: When had she planned on telling him? Was it even part of her plan? If he hadn’t changed his mind and accepted the job, would he have even known about the pregnancy?

  “I’ve been here less than a week.”

  “I see.”
He glimpsed a note of sadness in her eyes. Or maybe she was simply mirroring his own confusion back at him.

  She looked small and fragile lying there. Despite everything—the bombshell, the uncertainty—he still had the damnedest urge to gather her in his arms and protect her.

  Wasn’t that how they’d gotten into this situation in the first place?

  With that thought firmly in mind, he reminded himself that he was at work. In this moment he was her attending physician. Thoughts like that were off-limits. She was off-limits.

  “Sally will be here in a moment to check your vitals. When everything checks out, you can go home. You’ll want to follow up with your obstetrician, and, of course, if you start feeling ill, call your doctor. Or come back to the emergency room. If it’s an emergency.”

  She was quiet while he updated her chart.

  When he’d finished, essentially signing off as her doctor, he said, “When are you available?”

  “Excuse me?”

  “We need to talk.”

  She shrugged, then lowered her voice. “Listen, I’m not going to try to force you into anything you don’t want to do.”

  “Let’s not talk about this here.”

  Even though he hadn’t meant to offend her, and he wasn’t putting her off—he was on the clock, and they needed privacy—she looked offended.

  “When are you available?” he repeated.

  “I don’t know. I guess, whenever I feel stronger.”

  Really, there was no sense in delaying.

  “How about tomorrow?” he said.

  Copyright © 2015 by Nancy Robards Thompson

  ISBN-13: 9781460387092

  A Cowboy for Christmas

  Copyright © 2015 by Susan Civil Brown

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